Just A Dream

I can't choose. What should I do? Who should I go with? I want to go with dad because he teaches me cool things. But I want to be with mom because she helps me with school work.

If I pick dad this might happen:
"I'm happy you chose me daughter! If you stayed with that mother of yours she would teach you no good in fun things!" Father said.
I crouched down behind father and whined,
"I miss mother. Can I go see her again?"
"No! You're staying here with me. You can't see mother until it's time for her to take you."
I thought,
"Why can't I be with mother for sometime? SHe wouldn't do any harm to me. Neither would father. I wish things would turn out different."

If I pick mom this might happen:
"I love you so much! You know who you truly want to stay longer with!" Mother said gleefully.
I took moms hand and said,
"Later can I see father? I miss him."
"No way. Your father was un-loyal to you when you were born. He wanted to abandon you but stayed to see what you would grow up to be."
I thought for a while,
"I can't see dad anymore? But why? I don't understand..."

If I didn't choose both of them this might happen:
"You must come with me!" Mother yelled, " I treat you better than your own father!"
She grabbed my hand and pulled me along.
"No! You must come with me! You'll have a better life with me when you get older!"
He also grabbed my hand. Both my parents fought over me. A few days later I went to court and answered questions,
"Who do you want to be with more?" asked mothers lawyer?
"I wish to stay with both," I answered.
The questions kept on coming and coming until I couldn't take it. When all the questioning was done I stayed in an adoption house. I couldn't stay with either one of them. Now I really wished that this separation was just a dream